Memoir Volume 2

 

Memoir Volume 2

I am a lunatic no more but it was a bit slapdash and ccrazy to be doing things that way around based only on a hope and a poorly controlled experiment that the methods would indeed be working. Because I have tried to save the planet from things like endless arguments and climate change and uclear war and dictators from time to time based on my own scientific unproven theory and I have been reliably informed by the deity people including God himself thaat actuaally those actions did indeed be working and arre still rolling into being and at the same time I decidded to be a good person to the best of my ability and say out loud my ideas which then passed around the planet and were indeed enacted. Something like financial reession what to do what about just printing money someone said Hitler did that and I said who cres it probbably would be working to do a cash injection, and I said it to a friend and then bailouts became a thing. Everyone waas doing correlation instead of causation in teheir thinking and I did get a bit bullied for being a weirdo because I socially experimented to even see what's inside a person just out of curiosity because when they think that no-one's looking, and I have been a sneaky spy, they are very different indeedly. Plus the rumour of life as suffering seeemed to have no real reason except for Adam when I read the bible so I thought why shouldn't that just go away. So I spoke some good ideas about human rights and emotional intelligence annd now we have a very healthy community based population so the suffering ends here. I took in a lot of the pain because intergenerational trauma has to go somewhere but then the deities helped me manage it in my physiology so it's now a very well working universe. I really did it all by word of mouth and the human nature discovery that everyone was so busy being bullied they didn't have time to think off a plan like mine.

Playtime

I like to play around with ideas in my notebooks because I have always been a free persn=on with plenty of spare time by taking my jobs seriously and learning early on aabut productivity. So I get my tasks completteed then for my own enjoyment as a dreamy Piscess I just sit and have a ponder or enjoy a nice view of delicious beverage. Everyone else in the rat racce was struggling with their workload because they didn't learn how to optimise or cut to the cchase. Simple ideas indeedd that I would like eveeryone to indeed be knowing so the the career path can be easy and relaxed and more focus can be spent on becoming who you want to be because that is the true natur eof Earth and then comes eternal living in the afterlife so we need to be prepaared. If ou're enuinely hoping to dief forever it simply won't occcur and meaans you need an inward journey with external guidance that actually is indeed available if you google it or ask around to obtain freedom from the chain to your desk.

Entering the dark

I used to be a nightowl party person going to nightclubs every single weekend so I knew the night quite wel. The dangers and the opportunities. It's when homeless people are tempted to be a mugger and whenleecher people grope you on the dancefloor but its also a cchance to dance in the dark like no ones watching in a circle of friends with the handbags and coats in the middle. Watch yourself is how it used to be, never leave a ddrink unattended or you get ruffied but once you know the rules and find your right spot its very cathartic altogether to be dancing to a house mix with a bubble cannon and a strobe light llosing your inhibitions where no one is being judging.

Daytime life

Was a different kettle of fish , every time I got out of bed before 8.30 I was proud as peas because of fighting my manic depression ad constant nightmares later came. But being so productive at studies and working world I had plenty of time to research the benefitss of nutrients and iron supplemnetation as a solution to my tiredness which later became fatigue. Tthus I have always stayed functional by my secret discoveries and copings that I am recently sharing with the planet now that I have the credibiliy and the platofrm to indeedly do so.

Crying shame

If it was a non-sexist or skeptical planet when I was born I would have been recognised as a childhood prodigy and encouraged in lal sorts of direcctions and won all sorts of grants. Instead even now I have to do it all for free. I'm only doing it for my own glory in years to come but the amount of skepticism and lingering sexism means I will never be appreciated in my own time so then it's just lucky I have deities for company because everyone else goes blind when they read my work because it has woman written all over it. Let it be known that history is a story orf the white man at war ever since Adam but no one will want to read tales of war in the Messiahnic age so we need perstory asap and also it's just the story of a sinning planet ever sine Adam, the archetype of the white man, ate the apple and cast everyone in suffering by a butterfly effect.

Don't even go there

Is a phrase I feel like I invented but it's actually in general parlance as a argument deterance. It needs to be said from time to time because fricition still exists between people but is gradually going away through conversation until we reach a harony suited or the afterlife and we need to get there asap before resurrection so that we are not starting eternity on the wrong foot. Think about harmony, think about what it means at a deep level. To be in harmony with all of each other is a big deal indeed can you even think of even one harmonious relationship in your life? Start being in harmony with a potted plant and work your way up. Otherwise eternity is not going to be pleasant and it's genuinely inescapable.

Other parts of my life

I like craft beer brewery bars and hipster cafes and a good vegetarian restaurnt. I enjoy the cinema, the opera, the circus. Or a lest I did indeed at an earlier age. Around 23-30 that was my raison d'etre. Now I'm more of an action ttakking person than an audience member. I'm also no longer a studentt which I was ffor ymy whole career. So I'm on benefits in a healing situation until I'm well and even then I'm giong to have a decision to stay on benefits so I can finish writing my novels and being an artist with a regular income. It still seems cconfusing but the best similarity I can hink of is getting regular pocket money and ddoing my own projects at home. So with God setting it up into a happy and fruitfulexistence it should be possible to be looking forward to it.

Ending saga

Of my life will be aging like a yogi with MS and schizzo in ccomplete remission. I refuse to give up on feeling alive. I'm already almost un brainwashed from the paranoid society.

Beginning a chapter

Is something I have frequently done with careers etc as mentioned before but this new chapter involves taking the best bits from those that came before. Life is not quite a circle on Earth, maybe it can be in eternity, it's a fight to be aware on Earth and to prove yourself. It's a testing ground for newly existing people. Even learning to wwlk is very tricky for a baby. But God made Earh such that everyone can become or at least finish becoming in purgatory. The reason for not knowing that is not existing it's just a recent revelation because it's complicating to understand.

Urbania

Is a paradiscal wonderland if one knows the concept of urban geography and how to follow a city design to forage the best cofffee shop. Urban landscapes also ofer stunning vistas and people wathing of a busy crowded street or even a plastic bag blowing in the wind is very soothing. One can sit anywhere in a cit and idly speculate about someone's circumstance, just for fun.

Cultured person

I have travelled to so many countries and continents and eaten at so many ethnic restaurants and sspoken to so many people from diverse bacckgrounds tht I am a worldy globe travelled cultured person because I really understand the kernel of a cullture so I can pick up on the ins and outs very quickly and befriend nanyone of nany nation. Take a world tour of select locations and broaden your horizons, and live abroad. That way I became a citizen of the world, able to go anywhere.Being merely Irish disagreed with me because they are very insular and I actuall don't really like even Irish food. So really I adopted british wys of being early on and used to get teased for speaking without an Irish accent even though it sometimes slips out. I'm currently ashamed of my home country because every time I go there I wind upp in a physical confrontation, maybe because I'm an outsider. I will only return to Ireland if it cleans up its act and truly expunges itself of the outdatedd and bigotted dogma that pervades the nation.

Gang people

I actually understand gang dynamic, there were a lot of ferocious violent gangs in my hometown but gangs also existed in the office. MY tactic is to always make a neutral allegiance but never join the gang because a gang inherently is detrimental. It's a bit like a mob mentality. I was in a gang as a teenager but I think it was a different kind of a gang kind of like a well meaning gang and I would like to find that again.

Family

Blood is thicker than water but they also say that friends are the family we choose for ourselves. However families have interconnecting values handed down so do both mottos and have a tight ssupportive family network and a friendship family to rely on and enjoy. Maybe someone from a bad family has to take the intiiative to introduce family values and make it into a great family. I come from two proud lineages Hynes and Tierney whose mottos are very admirable if you look into their history. I am descended from a Galway clan chief and even visited the Hynes castle although it'ss now a ruin (probably the British burned it).

Ireland

Is still reclaiming it's heritage and ways of meaning to be being but traditional sports are already very popular and the language is being revived and next up will be families gaining reknown by researching their lineage after so much British oppression. Irish people are very strong and intelligent but also very peaceful so an invasion was something we did not easily overcome. But it is a country where culture of any sort is celebrated and laughter is constantly ecouraged and stories have been preserved but only some of them are really known an they are a very unique mythology.

Lion hearted

Is actually not myself, I'm not really into roaring, I'm more of a leopard pouncing ssilently from a branch.

Family

Wasn't even alwways perfect because everyone had so many flaws back then. Sister advice was demeaning and little brother was a non listening person and I'm still not sure my now wonderful tight knit family nderstnad what it is I'm trying to say. But I do love them dearly ever since I got a peek at their inside person.

Meaning

I have been devoid of it just kind of stumbling through life trying to survive and now I'm on benefits so my illness really got the win.

Gambling

I used to go to the horse races with Grandad John when we were younger and I had a magic touch of picking a winner based on the name. Lately I've been doing amigo and scratchcards.

Theories

I have a lot of them. Food science, psychology, physics and even philosophy.

On the planet

I have been reliably informed that my comments on everything whasoever were put into play by maniacs who couldn't quite believe a woman could be so brilliant or that a little girl could be a prodigy. Because in a sense making universe of non-maniacs I should be very well known bynow for all sorts of prodigious thinking. So I'll be spending the rest of my life on Earth with my personal circle of maniacs because I have also been reliably informed that it won't be solved and gone away for a hundred years. So now I'm stuck going to mental assylums to meet sane people. That is God's aanswer to why hee sent me there. I am outraged by the knowledge that no one expected the Messiah even could be a woman. I'm pretty sure the Virgin Mary has quite the story too if she got ascended but n one ever talks about it. Get REAL population Earth. Black US president best ever, Messiah a woman, I've proven all the biases are false!