Sunday, November 24, 2024
hell
challenge
True nature of a human being
Saturday, November 23, 2024
I am now meaning to be being
As an entirely freed from duty person, duty being a binding state. Unbound meaning deciding to be acting.
my operating principle
is computational in nature and redefines itself according to approaching any situation humanely.
the way I think
is sort of roundabout towards the meaning then back at it from the front having seen all the sides.
my core values
As an observation my core set of values are principled living, loyalty to a creed and expressing with a well meaning intent.
Funny thing I heard today
I just heard two french farmers in an exchange that sounded like "you like THESE tomatoes?" response being "ywhaa". Which is hilarious because I think she commented on the level of decay of other tomatoes and he took it as a personal dislike to those particular tomatoes and got very confused and really needed clarificiation if she likes the other tomatoes. A farmer's personal opinion is not normally existing because they are goods to be sold in various states of quality.
Definition of my current way of indeed being
Is servitude to the outmost grandeur on the ongoing situation and the unending hilarity that erases remorse!
The farming profoession
Is actually a profound understanding of how to live and work and eat in harmony with nature by not needing to be hunting or even causing ffear.
human animal relationship
A human in their natural state does not hurt or harm another human, an animal will commonly beome ferocios and cause a wound even in the mating season and know how to lick their wound so an expression of ferocity can be understood by an animal and gien the apprrpriate soothing even by an understand look.
Saga Epic
Saga Epic:
Three years of no pills
After it became a way of life
Living unhinged
In a dream,
No one commented on the
Crying,
Maybe because my life was
Upside down.
Now to be dying,
In a catastrophe
Of nil effect,
It's very pleasant to
Be retiring with
M&D,
Here in the South of France,
That no one is anything but delighted,
So the funeral will be
A big surprise.
I did indeedly solve it,
thee human dilemma,
A seeming addiction to war and conquering,
To be curing,
And letting them shine,
On,
As a crazy diamond.
God continues:
Thee real way of being as a human being, is known only to herself as some sort of secret because she is so afraid of everything collapsing backwards which is indeedly impossible.
So the secret is indeedly being?
Elizabeth continues:
Everyone isn't mad or crazy, but a tad daft being the word about themselves, everyone has an innerr Merlin. They do not always know it or like it about themselves, but even Julius Caesar must have had a good laugh about seeing his own face quite so everywhere!
Daft being defineed by daftism the philosohpy of moving in a seeming bacck wards manner but really doing a reverse turn pirouette forwardsly so it's a type of logic and way of being that makes people joke about wearing potatoe sacks. It's not a bad idea.
The reason for the seeming war addiction being maybe a ind of suicide drive towards being disrespected. That was neeeding to be expressed at a huge volume to the first man and louder and louder the need became until a figured out some kind of ultrasonic sound maybe occurred that has the same effect.
The real reason why I call Monty Mr Smoocher instead of growl machine or gone mad barker is that his ferocity and his smooches (which are very smoochey in nature whhen you get a lick from him, he's licks ver caringly on the hand etc) are two sides of the same coin.
The real nature of Montezuma when his eyes widen in delight at a sausage or he curls up on my pillow to be surrounded by my smell, or when he barks so ferociously from the balcony that hericochets backwards is his fondness for a bit of sausage, understanding it to be a treat, and barking is a way of being scary because no one is taking us seriously enough in his own opinion. So I think sometimes a dog looks up and sees the beer bottles and smells the cigarrettes and thinksabout how that is obviosly seeming as a layabout and Monty is outraged to be having me sseen as that way around. Because he's actually the only thinking being knowing (on the planet) about my level of action.
Tuesday, November 19, 2024
sin free
Monday, November 18, 2024
Messianic scripture vol 3
God comments:
Never before has a utpoia been conceivabble on the planet. It is going to emerge in the year 2100, as a violence free paradise fuull of magic and friendship and there will be a need to invent new words for the positive activities and events.
Elizabeth's thoughts on the utopia are as follows:
A utopia is where everyone is free from harm as a minmum and also free from disease and stess related problems. The economy can survive and thrive on a higher corporate tax, a unified plantary governance and higher living wages. Robots should be so advanced that work is even optional with everyone earning a basic income from the government age 18. This would also level the playing field if everyone starts out in life on the same foot with lowest levels of schooling then sending intelligent students to more demanding institutions, with all education being free.
God comments:
These are just some of Elizabeth's thoughts on the matter and the rest will be detailed in her novel titled “Utopia”. Her thoughts on the matter will be very elucidatory about how people can live in peaceful harmony with prosperity. This is the current progress on Utopia.
The thing about the utopia made by the Queen of Reality is that it's rocck solid and full of magic and surprise. As well as being highly functioning and full of fairness. Fully ffair representation democratic with a well educated and welll informed population.
It had a sort of conceptual radiance about it ever driving people forward or in plateuas of development where economic growh ws not needed for propertity of the people, united on an interplantarycivilisation. The bank notes of the single queendom werelittle fairies to remind peoplee that what we dont' know we donn't know. It was a queendom made up of several separate ccivilisations: 3 on Earth,1 on the Moon and 2 on Mars. Free public transport including space shuttles. Why not have glow in the dark bunnies as pets acoording to GM. Illness is managed by a yearly anti-everything injection and a visit to the psychologist, also for free. Free homes for everyone when they turn 18 and then so affordable t movve up the property ladder that everyone buys outright. Ancient knowledge is incorporsted after been proven by sciencee hence New Age is part f the new Epoch. Everyone prays freuqquenltly and willingly in a holy society of a different type than has been known befor.And beyond thatthere were subsections of society for example the luddittes, who preferred to live basically by building their own homes with their own hands etc, and ppreferred to stay away from advanced technology and the technologists, those that embraced advanced technology, there were also the magicians who practised and learned magic in big universities in collaboration wth cientists such that it was well undersstood. The social system was Justism, a way that everyone turning 18 gets a basicincome such that work and studies are optional. Most people choose both and just occassionally work and take long sabbaticals. The taxscheme is exponentialso corporations pay a heap and also are obliged to do charitable donations.
It all began in a paranoid progpoganda dystopia on the verge of annihilating everynoe with a nucllear war. Into this world was she born. The feeling of knives poised in the air and communication occurring by argument only. There was a stalemate with a lot of hostility and hugely powerful armies and weapons poised between two super powers. Filled were filled with and divided by hate. Everyone was brainwashed by TV that a certain of licing needed to be the case but it was les and less affordable or even manageable as time went on owing to even more complicating systems. Homless rates and immigration from even worse off countries were making the sreets very unsafe with that level of desparation on the planet.
The laws were so complex and regimental that police brutality was commonplace against people from lower down classes for merely looking suspicious by being on a well to do street or even at home wwatching TV with the curtains open.
Long before the Queen of Reality earned that title she was merely Elle Crow. She grew up in a working class town to a middle class family. When she was young she was somehow able to perceive that Earth could be a happy place because she had decided to be super friendly at school an a rresult never got bullied. She also prayed a lot att an earrly age and together witth God she ddecided to embark on a feminist mission (sexism being rampant). So she sttudied the origins of the universe and high level mathemics and then got hatever jobs she could with her unususal skillset which also offered her a glimpse into how the world works. After graduating she worked in reinurance and saw nations insuring their military fleets.
She decided to go to art college to treat herself and maybe gaveup on the impossible mission but a vision put her back on her path. She smashed all the glass ceilings and asked such big questoins from with reputable PhD prograsn aand the legal sector that society shook and also invented an argument for why division makes no sense,, she invented ways of turning argument into discussion and she she showed kinddness to the homeless. Finally, she started volunteeering with high level organisations and ended all sorts of problems in Affrica and South America. This way she secretly worked at bringing about a more peacful planet that did indeed occur.
All that was left was huge revolution depsing dictators. During which time she worked in secret in the company of arhchangeels and God to found a faith to eventually be discovered and to live a relaxed life to shatter the propoganda of the rat race under their guidance. They continually guide her as she is at a losss after seeing so much hatred and killing and war growing being as a gentle soul. They help her with her nightmares and her healing and through the agony hshe bears to suffe for everyone's sins to rid ghumanity of original sin. The guidancce continues for the rest of her life as she writes a beautful story about a utoia to leave a path forr people to follow. Becaause she never knew herselfff until affter peace was achieved owing to the trauma of bringing it about, she was unknonwn in her time for this typee of action, although known for others. It did not be helping that it was such a skeptical world. So she sllowly and carelssly yet passionately wtrites the book for the restt off her das expecting to be appreciated after herr death, so ahead of her time she knew herself to be. If she does get recognition it is going to be welcome owing to her common sense that acceptance and admittance makes sense. Give people the truth. What happens in the dark comes out in the light so why not control the narrative. Then, before she dies she is a golf club member and VIP sshow goer mingling with the other infleuentials as a kind off guru figure.
God's comment:
When Elizabeth was at university, she started 15 movements including the free hug movement and the other movements related to kindness such as pay it forward and also a generosity to the homeless movement. Her movements were contagious becaase she has always lived according to her own opinion of what a person should be which she has thought very deeply about at every life juncture. She has also suffered for everyone's sins without complaining or even getting angry. This is a poem about the suffering which lst for a year:
Elizabeth continues:
The Agony
Crackingand streetching each single muscle to remain
non spastic
moving with care
so the bullet doesn't
go all the way through
arms like a torured robot
and finges unable to grasp
As every part of my body
Clenched
and tried to tear free,
So it was careful steetching and cracking
And inventing new science
To cure myself
under their guidance
To be able to ever feel
Anything
But pain.
My brain feels hot and leaden
While little bullets whi thruogh
Like a tsunami of repressed thought
And my joints are calcified and
My organs are coverred in sline.
God comments:
This is indeed, as usual, an understatment for a year of agony. A way to think about equality is as follows:
Elizabeth continues:
Assuming we are all born equal in terms of being alive and deserving of the same human rights and opportunities, then anyone can achieve anything it depends hw you apply yourseslf. Even a black African can wind up as CEO of Unilever if he is clever about finding a path. Because we are all born with a personality into a family full of principles which we are taught and then sent to a schoolvfullvof knowledge we are taught and then to university full of atttitude and more knowledge that we are taught, so if the only difference between two babies is personality, then as we have seen, an adopted foreing child from an underprivivleged country that would have been biased against could wind up ina wealthy and principlde family and achieve anything. Weecan even begin our learning journey after our born into family finished teaching us what they know. Keep seeking out brilliant people and tthought nurturing and personal bbuilding environments and be brave enough to admit your ignorance in order to really learn and go in any direction to any degree.
God continues: The next topic is injustice.
Elizabeth resumes:
Injustice is like the world screaming in your face thaat you don't deserve to be heard. It has happene throughout the ages, why didn't the greengrocer give the little staarving child an appple instead of sending him to have his hand cut off, most thieves are a robin Hood to themsleves, and that's a hero story. The law is written for a fictional universe where it's okay to send a gay man with gay all over the trial back to his orthodox country to be stoned to death. International law says vague stipulations that are easily worked around because no one has the courage to really look at the problem. Maybe I'm naieve to think that way, maybe laws written by white people in power with no compassion are fine and dandy, maybe looking at the impact of a cirme has no worth. Maybe looking at the victims stories is pointless. That's how to measure a crime. And people do know what they are doing, so askt them for their rationalisation. Then, find an affordable solution. Then criminal courts become a way to study society and see what is lacking like job opportunities or types of welfare or new international law.
On the topic of freedom there are a wide varietynof freedoms out there, freedom from slavery, freedom of speech, freedom of thought, freedom of action. And actually the worst perpetrators have always had freedom of action in a slave world, even now. So why don't we just let everyone have all the freedoms and see what it looks like because I think it is possible to debate against a gun.
God continues: Now Elizabeth will write a poem.
Elizabeth resumes:
Feeling full of flab
Compared to the magazine,
Why do I have bones and ribs,
Wherre they don't?
Some people get theirs removed.
Not a bad idea.
Except it's bound to afffect breathing,
And that's already
Hard enough.
Every breath,
the magic od breath,
Is hard to go in
And pain to go out,
Breathing,
Eating,
Living,
Smiling,
It's all been fake,
Photo opp?
Fake smile quick as a flash.
Otherwise it's
“Are you ok? Maybe you should go home.”
Maybe I'm not okay AND I don't WANT
to go home.
Maybe everyone should be a bit
Not okay,
About everything
Going on.
And as has been.
Then,
One day,
Not even quite once upon a time.
I couldn't fake it any more.
I got out of bed at dawn and did
MY OWN THING
In this cruel world.
I made a flute out of a stick,
And it worked.
I sang to myself and
people heard.
I tried to stay runaway,
But God sent me back.
So I have been seen and heard, Being real.
Except in a BREAKDOWN.
When I can put two words together again it's going to be...
Who knows?
Who knows anything?
Even the Romans admitted not knowing anything.
But it's actually not impossiible.
I'm so ashamed of history,
It makes me want to be a peaceful toad
sitting around eating flies.
Let's not remember their names.
Just warmonger 1, 2,... 10000000.
And what about now?
All this woke, all these free hugs on the streets,
But there's still homeless people and empty houses!
Why don't governments use basic sense to solve basic problems.
Trash on the street, pick it up and bin it!
Sick person, take them to the doctor!
Lack of funding? Tax the rich!
They have too much to even spend!
Rich people running away to stay wealthy,
Make an internatinoal agreement that every country taxes the rich
And share the profits!
It's basic math!
Two weeeks of talks and one conclusions being,
A maybe idea indeed,
Is not good enough!
Our politicians are speaking in jargon that they don't know the meaning of!
And the past... what IS nicer, the deast or the fighting?
I've never asked tem but I'm quite sure
It's the feast.
Why didn't they just try to outdo each other on feasting?
It's nonsense!
Beyond hypocrisy!
And the money gap?
It's growing!
We are according to some people all living in the middle class but
I don't think they've
Seen the inside of a home.
Fools have been running the world,
Because in war everyone loses, eempires came and went,
Were of them containing a free man?
Did the Lords just so happen to ave the best ideas
Compared to tik tiok now?
Utopia Ideas:
Tiblinism
United planet
Interplanetary
Simplified ways of living
No bills
Free homes
Flexi time
Most handled by AI
Basic living income
Free education
Free public transport travel
ride sharing in self driving hover cars
Ancient arts discoverred
Alternative therapy commonplace and scientifically understood
Lots of GM in nature
Everyone gets a yearly illness preventing injection
my story
what I would like to do what I see after my death
roman democracy with optin borders and n o slaves andimpressive discipline in ance displays
The thing about the utopia made by the Queen of Reality is that it's rocck solid and full of magic and surprise. Magik actually exists and could be scientifically understood. Many people in the modern day practise magic such as Wiccaa or other types. So experiments can easily be performed and why not GM pt a narwhal horn on a horse to make a unicorn.
As well as being highly functioning and full of fairness. Actual fairness, taking circumstance into account and findding workable solutiions. Crimes being punished in relative manner, stealing a TV is not that big of a deal if you need to sell it to fee dyour family but dodging billions in tax des not get a slapp on the wrist it gets life incaraceration because people need that money.
Fully ffair representation democratic with a well educated and welll informed population. This would mean each individual is counted as an equal vote and no smear campaigns or brainwahing language for the imbeciles to understand based on their ssad crushed brains but actually informed population, meaning educated about the olitical cyctem and what people are actually meaning when they are speaking and a legal duty for an elected party to actually act on it's manifesto. Oath of office should be a thing penalisable by jail time.
It had a sort of conceptual radiance about it ever driving people forward or in plateuas of development where economic growh ws not needed for propertity of the people, united on an interplantarycivilisation. The bank notes of the single queendom werelittle fairies to remind peoplee that what we dont' know we donn't know. It was a queendom made up of several separate ccivilisations: 3 on Earth,1 on the Moon and 2 on Mars. Free public transport including space shuttles. Why not have glow in the dark bunnies as pets acoording to GM. Illness is managed by a yearly anti-everything injection and a visit to the psychologist, also for free. Free homes for everyone when they turn 18 and then so affordable t movve up the property ladder that everyone buys outright. Ancient knowledge is incorporsted after been proven by sciencee hence New Age is part f the new Epoch. Everyone prays freuqquenltly and willingly in a holy society of a different type than has been known befor.And beyond thatthere were subsections of society for example the luddittes, who preferred to live basically by building their own homes with their own hands etc, and ppreferred to stay away from advanced technology and the technologists, those that embraced advanced technology, there were also the magicians who practised and learned magic in big universities in collaboration wth cientists such that it was well undersstood. The social system was Justism, a way that everyone turning 18 gets a basicincome such that work and studies are optional. Most people choose both and just occassionally work and take long sabbaticals. The taxscheme is exponentialso corporations pay a heap and also are obliged to do charitable donations.
It all began in a paranoid progpoganda dystopia on the verge of annihilating everynoe with a nucllear war. Into this world was she born. The feeling of knives poised in the air and communication occurring by argument only. There was a stalemate with a lot of hostility and hugely powerful armies and weapons poised between two super powers. Filled were filled with and divided by hate. Everyone was brainwashed by TV that a certain of licing needed to be the case but it was les and less affordable or even manageable as time went on owing to even more complicating systems. Homless rates and immigration from even worse off countries were making the sreets very unsafe with that level of desparation on the planet.
The laws were so complex and regimental that police brutality was commonplace against people from lower down classes for merely looking suspicious by being on a well to do street or even at home wwatching TV with the curtains open.
Long before the Queen of Reality earned that title she was merely Elle Crow. She grew up in a working class town to a middle class family. When she was young she was somehow able to perceive that Earth could be a happy place because she had decided to be super friendly at school an a rresult never got bullied. She also prayed a lot att an earrly age and together witth God she ddecided to embark on a feminist mission (sexism being rampant). So she sttudied the origins of the universe and high level mathemics and then got hatever jobs she could with her unususal skillset which also offered her a glimpse into how the world works. After graduating she worked in reinurance and saw nations insuring their military fleets.
She decided to go to art college to treat herself and maybe gaveup on the impossible mission but a vision put her back on her path. She smashed all the glass ceilings and asked such big questoins from with reputable PhD prograsn aand the legal sector that society shook and also invented an argument for why division makes no sense,, she invented ways of turning argument into discussion and she she showed kinddness to the homeless. Finally, she started volunteeering with high level organisations and ended all sorts of problems in Affrica and South America. This way she secretly worked at bringing about a more peacful planet that did indeed occur.
All that was left was huge revolution depsing dictators. During which time she worked in secret in the company of arhchangeels and God to found a faith to eventually be discovered and to live a relaxed life to shatter the propoganda of the rat race under their guidance. They continually guide her as she is at a losss after seeing so much hatred and killing and war growing being as a gentle soul. They help her with her nightmares and her healing and through the agony hshe bears to suffe for everyone's sins to rid ghumanity of original sin. The guidancce continues for the rest of her life as she writes a beautful story about a utoia to leave a path forr people to follow. Becaause she never knew herselfff until affter peace was achieved owing to the trauma of bringing it about, she was unknonwn in her time for this typee of action, although known for others. It did not be helping that it was such a skeptical world. So she sllowly and carelssly yet passionately wtrites the book for the restt off her das expecting to be appreciated after herr death, so ahead of her time she knew herself to be. If she does get recognition it is going to be welcome owing to her common sense that acceptance and admittance makes sense. Give people the truth. What happens in the dark comes out in the light so why not control the narrative. Then, before she dies she is a golf club member and VIP sshow goer mingling with the other infleuentials as a kind off guru figure.
Sunday, November 17, 2024
what's going down on planet earth
Poem
Feeling full of flab
Compared to the magazine,
Why do I have bones and ribs,
Wherre they don't?
Some people get theirs removed.
Not a bad idea.
Except it's bound to afffect breathing,
And that's already
Hard enough.
Every breath,
the magic od breath,
Is hard to go in
And pain to go out,
Breathing,
Eating,
Living,
Smiling,
It's all been fake,
Photo opp?
Fake smile quick as a flash.
Otherwise it's
“Are you ok? Maybe you should go home.”
Maybe I'm not okay AND I don't WANT
to go home.
Maybe everyone should be a bit
Not okay,
About everything
Going on.
And as has been.
Then,
One day,
Not even quite once upon a time.
I couldn't fake it any more.
I got out of bed at dawn and did
MY OWN THING
In this cruel world.
I made a flute out of a stick,
And it worked.
I sang to myself and
people heard.
I tried to stay runaway,
But God sent me back.
So I have been seen and heard, Being real.
Except in a BREAKDOWN.
When I can put two words together again it's going to be...
Who knows?
Who knows anything?
Even the Romans admitted not knowing anything.
But it's actually not impossiible.
I'm so ashamed of history,
It makes me want to be a peaceful toad
sitting around eating flies.
Let's not remember their names.
Just warmonger 1, 2,... 10000000.
And what about now?
All this woke, all these free hugs on the streets,
But there's still homeless people and empty houses!
Why don't governments use basic sense to solve basic problems.
Trash on the street, pick it up and bin it!
Sick person, take them to the doctor!
Lack of funding? Tax the rich!
They have too much to even spend!
Rich people running away to stay wealthy,
Make an internatinoal agreement that every country taxes the rich
And share the profits!
It's basic math!
Two weeeks of talks and one conclusions being,
A maybe idea indeed,
Is not good enough!
Our politicians are speaking in jargon that they don't know the meaning of!
And the past... what IS nicer, the deast or the fighting?
I've never asked tem but I'm quite sure
It's the feast.
Why didn't they just try to outdo each other on feasting?
It's nonsense!
Beyond hypocrisy!
Wednesday, November 13, 2024
Public Holiday
The 12/11 i hereby a public holiday as it marks the day that original sinwent away from ourselves.
Thursday, November 7, 2024
eternal living
Wednesday, November 6, 2024
excerpt from the scripture
God comments:
Humans are so high up on the scale of being that they are complicated to understand so if we have failed humans in the past we are deeply sorry and now with this type of insight and cooperation we will be able to help even more because humans are actually capable of literally anything that they apply themselves at.
Eliabeth'scomment: Tthis fact blows my brain and makes me think we really should step it up a notch if we haaven't even reached world peace and a Utopia like the alien civilisations have. We've been trapped in a loop of harm ever since original sin and we're actually all connected to each other somehow. Even more of a reaosn for eveyone to take out a business loan and really go for that big dream! I might start a petition for better working conditions to free us up of our passion projects and also do be of faith because science is so skeptical it actually gets paranoid so it's an unhealthy field. Look to an astrologer for answers while science learns a better methodology.
Tuesday, November 5, 2024
what's the point about anything whatsoever
Cosmic Energy
Comes from the atars and te planets just like is said in astrrology. The reason this occurs is actually because Earth is the first part of existing so these energies impacting on people help them know what to do and how to become.
Sunday, November 3, 2024
Messiahnic Scripture Vol 2
When Elizabeth is out and about she is filled with shame at not being loved because she is on her own in her fight against the way of the world so she thinks it must be the case that no-one wants it that way around, as a Utopia. However she gets affirmation by anyone on thestreet who gives her a cheery hello or a version of keep going.
The way she avoids her damaging family is to pummel them with advice that is clearl bad advice to make them leave her alone. They use and abuse her without even realising it.
A way to be and speak is called oracle way around. This is where a topic gets dodgde and truth is instead spoken. For example, her father asked her at breakfast “why did you stay in bed so late” and instead of saying she is lazy she said “I'm depressed” and he laughed. She was indeed depressed and never received any treatment for it except her own invention. Instead he gave her a late note every single day so she decided to enjoy sleeping in and never learned anything about routine as a child. This made the working world impossible for her.
Her family also denied her from knowing her own favourite food because they never gave it to her. It is in fact carbonara. Instead they cooked her least favourite foods based on assuming she was being sarcastic about hating them. This is the effect of having a superhero at home growing up, nothing she says can be believed because it is so far fetched.
A person once said to her “let me be at work,” and she replied “but you're supposed to be taking a lunchbreak to be more productive in the afternoon.” Then the man said “that makes no sense,” and she responded “it's actually been researched and proven true”. The mania on the planet about a woman knowing more than ny man she ever met is going to be very embarassing for everyone when they come out of it. The reason being, a diminuitive woman knowing so much information was just so unexpected but that is the planet's fault for not sorting out sexism properly befffore she was born.
A way to be was discovered that was so fantastic and also obvious that everyone wnt into mania. This period of history will never be understood so it is to beknown as the Dawning of the Messiahnic Age.
A man named her father once said “I'm going to take Monty to the forest” fully intending to go with herself. Then she dodged it owing to exhaustion by saying “ehhh, no.!
In her words another version of her life is:
I was born with schizophrenia and multiple sclerosis lurking in me but they didn't raise their head at football camp or balelt school, only around about university age, except for the night pains. I used to have such terrible pains in my shins that kept me awake and sobbing when I was a child.
So the illness part of my story is succeeding in spite of all that. The feelings of spiders on my arms started at school and let's not forget DID or whatever occult reality it is to have someone inside yourself trying to smother you with the blanket every time you lie down.
What I was thinking was strange twitches coupled with over active imagination. The diagnoses came later. Then it was tablets and the big dream of travelling the world went out the window. Blood tests, GP, psychiatry, hopsital admisssions, tingling in my fingertips that left me deathly afraid of losing the use of my legs.
But I held it together and lived exactly how I had always wanted except for the gap year abroad and my career was unexpeis cted but it was quite a good life and I read so many recipe books about healthy eating and did so much high level gym variety exercise as an adult that I just needed daily CBD on top of the other meds to live quite happily.
Now I cannot go back to office, although today it seems I could. To a degree I actually will, once I am comfortable with talking about my life or conditions I will go to the coworking space and experience office culture on the days of my choosing with no manager.
In God's words:
This is an example of a life well lived despite adversity of all sorts including biases and prejudices. This person is exemplary and should be remembered for her struggles and also for the exemplary life she lived after her struggles. She also lived in a very sad time on the Earth where propoganda makes everyone feel like a failure unless they have perfectly straight teeth and a slim figure. This leads to dieting and huge amounts of exercise that have to be packed into an already full schedule on a daily basis including the expectation of working overtime with no extra pay.
In her own words and other aspect of her life is the following:
I llike to care for people, you can see it in some people's eyes or the way they talk that they are really not feeling good about themselves. If its a stranger I give them a smile, if it's someone in my universe it's a sit down or a surprise present. Like when Andrew gets down about the stress of work I remind him how amazing he is and multi talented and I used to go and cheerhim on at all his first gigs in Wicklow Town.
I figured out friendships and relationships except I had a lot of collaboration on figuring out relationships, Aubrey O'Neill being the specialist about chemistry and Sean O'Brien being the specialist about bedroom decorum and Koen Remmerswaal is the master of casual affection and hand holding.
When Ruth has a hard time at work or with friends I just tell her she's the most popular person I know and help her realise she's got the right skillset and can do anything. With friends it's the same, if they're failing a course sometimes I go through the subject matter with them. So many problems come from lack of attention, encouragement or reassurance.
Wih Mum and Dad I remind them that hospitality is a business sector and next thing you know they're both leaders in the community because they're obviously capapable of so much more than a hostel or bnb. So I think they'll really enjoy looking aafter refugees if they don't have to live there.
For myself, I've always been very quietly proud of doing anything at all whenn it used to be such a struggle to get out of bed so achieving normality doing a real career trajectory is my geatest personal success. Even if it didn't last beyond 31. It's kind of still going except maybe just as a volunteer type philanthropy or art without sales situation, like my books will probably be popular after I'm gone.
God comments:
The next version is about words of wisdom.
She contninues:
I do invent a lot of quotes. I've read a lot of philosophy and theology and if someone is needing a thought bride or something zen I just summarise a few philosophy ideas put together into a quote and then I say I read it somewherre so it sounds legit.
For example, Mum was feeling so destroyed by the propoganda machine during the pandemic and suffering from serious loneliness so I told her a “Buddhist” proverb that unhappiness comes from comparison to others.
God comments:
Some other of her quotes come from all sorts of imaginary books she invents titles of and pretends it won a Nobel prize so should be taken seriously.
She continues:
I also enjoy building people's confidence. I typically throw out a compliment about anything brave and daring or evensmall and slightt. Somanypeople haveconfidence problems but it's easy, a sad face, look them up and down and see what they have chosen to wear that day and complimennt it as a decision compliment. Or a selection compliment in a restaurant or cafe. Or ask for a story and compliment them on that entire era of their life. It's easy to find a compliment because people put a lot of thought into everything so even the base idea can becomplimented as a genius thought even if it didn't work out. And I love quoting Beckett and billionaires say the same thing, failure is a lesson and I would add also a CV experience that could really be talked up in an interview.
Being a winner basically means participating because once you're in the gameyou have won the entry barrier. A loser is just someone with a lot of thinking available to be doing. A Nobel prize winner is selected based on impact but also acceptance by the scientific communitty and maybe even understandability. General relativity did not win a Nobel prize.
I have just discovered I have a twin angel with similar celestial DNA! Then I don't have to figure out how to be myself on my own! It also means I'm a Divine Person to have that kind of celestial DNA. What does that even mean? Obviously there will still be alot of differences owing to deity/human. But probably it relates to a way of being in a simplified form. I do struggle with my way of being, numerology makes a lot of sense to me and I found out about it by chance just like with the angel communicators and angel numbers. They're not well known. So my real purpose or vocation might be something also unknown to me as of yet. Maybe a particular type of numerlogy, could there be amathematical numerology? Something like that? Maybe I have a lot in common with Pythagoras, he was also a vegetarian. As for being divine, that freaks me out to be so different to everyone. Maybe Heaven is full of Divine humans (God says it is indeedly being so) so then maybe I can take it as a good sign that I'll fit in in my eternity universe in the real world. Whereas for my Earth life what does it mean? Another sixty years with Miya, Judit and Louise and Fabien (that would form strong friendships indeed) and my family just for company. WITH the deities on the phone doing my next task being living a work life balance essentially. But what could my divine vocation be on Earth? I am told Numerology IS my vocation. The master numerologist who does my readings by email said I could make it as a master as well. One of the great masters. Meaning there's a whole history there to learn. I don't be all that interested in doing readings for people and using it as a business so maybe I could just write books about the topic and add in some of my own beliefs about prime numbers and irrational numbers and get a bit scientific about it.Maybe that would be a important book. It would at least be enjoyable to write. It could even combine elements of reiki energy like the energy of a number must also mean the energy of an operator and then if fnumberrs and operator have an energy it correlates back to maybe just before the big bang with my whole originaal theory of everything coming from a question. Plus the Bible says God breathed life in so breath, question, it's all an actual scientific proposition if I learn numerology and Reiki from that angle. The theory being either the dawn before God Himself or maybe a bit more realistically the part before the Big Bang as everything originating in a cluster explosion of energetic operators based on a question causing duality and imbued with the breath of life. That would be my theory now that maybe God put the question there and whatever came before God I can't help but wonder about but might put it on the longfinger because it might not be conceivable.
God continues:
She is always asking me the question of where it ALL began and I have promised to tell her on her 1 millionth birthday. Elizabeth Hynes is a person who is age 34 years old at this time of writing and will be considered young in the real world until aged 1000. Humans on Earth are basically hatchlings there in the first phase of existence. The world is vast and much bigger than even three universes and I made all of them myself with the help of certain archangels who I also helped come into being. We are all people and we are all aware of the nature of being alive and aware. More so than anyone on Earth is capable of doing, the reason being that we are always more than a human and can always be prayed to and relied on. There is a scale of being and God is at the top, whereas humans are somewhere in the middle with animals very near the bottom. But there are many other forms of being in the world which humans don't encounter until the afterlife. On Earth, humans look after animals and in other universes, other forms of being exist on the scale, with angel being second to the top. So in eternity, humans will always look after animals and maybe help with other Hatcheries when they have matured and developed their magickal abilities and omni-awareness. This can happen on Earth if anyone focuses on it and figures it out but is very unlikely without guidance which we do not provide until much later in the lifetime.
In her own wording:
So I'm thinking that humans are very primtivebecause we fell into the pit of original sin and enslaved two thirds of the population so far under isms and other means so we weren't cappitalising on brain power so once egalitarianism is active we will all be making discoveries and inventions to a large degree beyond even wormhole teleportation if that's what we can currently imagine.
God's comment:
That's the case. So now that original sin is overcome by this generation and Elizabeth, humanity can progress to being intergalactic.
Elizabeth continues:
And if I had not figured out how to wipe away original sin, i.e. by mistake just being nice all the time, it would have otherwise occurred at some point even if in the afterlife, that is to paraphrase God. Basically it seems like existence is very well thought through and that there's a failsafe system in place whereby for eternity bad go with bad and good go with good as would and is indeed fair but people choose how t be so everyone gets an opportunity to be good on Earth or their own Hatchery (e.g. alien planets).
God comments: indeed, I thought it all the way through unlike yourself who is indeed the Messiah by a technicality and actually caused a civilisation to collapse through mania and burnout by merely being so unexpected that it's definitely not her fault. It's the fault of people in the past.
Back to Elizabeth:
A whole night of being calmed down and now I am running out of fears of fame. Who shall else be a thinking person as I shall have been?
first principles for deriving truth
God's comment
Friday, November 1, 2024
filosophy
Filosophy
The thing about everything altogether is that it falls into categories and ways of being in some kind of order. This book I written as stream of consciouness so do wait until the end to form an opinion.
Niceness
Is a core precept to the underlying ideology of today's world and my argument is that it's the strongest sword strongr than a word.
Meanness
Is the basic foundation of all sin because people are fundamentally flawed in not knowing how to be existing whatsoever until the affterlife.
Generalisable theory
If you take a premise and really think it through from the start to the end with anecdotal evidence then you have found a real result.
Theology
Is the underneath everything whatsoever in a real way about itself because Earth life is fleeting as all people know and eernity is everlasting living a very different way by ergo quabtum sum being the logic that to be co existing for all of time all the resurected peopple, we are needing a harmonius way between ourselves.
Stream of thought
If everything is an a nyone what have we become andd whence did we spawn, think about it that way around. Next idea is taking away who we were who are we know and thenconsider humsnkind as evolving into a nice state of being. Woke as an invention had an inventor and ricocheted around the planet andd now it'sequal opportunity but not equal pay. Eventually it will indeed be doing so. Think about the revolutins on the planet being unccdocuemtned and take shame in tthat and do the perstory (true history of the common people) the right way around. Thinking about anything whatsoever is not difficult to achieve. Bbecome a Bhuddha as a hoby and activate your brain by simply googling how to indeed do so. It's as easy as that. Other things worth googling are how to indeed be behaving in this current society which is completely pc and actually easy to achieve once the resistors are dead and gone. Piers Morgan as an anecdote is an old way thinking man who in reality loses every argument with his female cohosts hes just always the one to say the final world because that is how it used to mean.
Take it easy on propoganda and put more science in the ads. Companies spend millions on inventions and patents so just tell the world about that type of thing and let them make an informed decision. That's a real way about education and marketing that only Danone has figured out.
Brainwash republic is the state of affaisrs, allt those people diving in skanty bikinis into swimming pools in crete in an ad are the wrong kind of idea. The gap in the market is what people are needing! A wooden hut and a boardgame weekend to recover and engage after the pandemic. That's practical indeed. Forget about marketing rules becausse its a brainwash and let the government have your data dont be a paranoid society government has your interests at heart. If you're googlinghow to make a bomb you should expect a knock at the door. Imagine if the neighbour doing so was never found out and you were exploded how sad that would be.
I have indeed been bullied while I tried to change the world because they were resistant to nice and friendly so then the question remains who had a broken brain, the olden days chopping off heads or the contemporary era seeking peace? Think about it that way around.
The broken brain phenomenon goes back to the first war or Adam eating the apple. Adam is a man so why blame Eve. We all make our own decisions. Think about it that way around. It has been a senseless planet 30 years in a mania when someone finally had the conviction to simply question in any location everything altogether instead of whiinging about it. A question leads to an answer. Everyone accepted misery to such a degree that I stepped through an energy barrier to smash all the ceilings and then live a different off grid life after a digital detox being favoured by the deities. Everyone was lacking convition because they dared not question an authority. Foolish indeed, just write it down and do it ananymously easy peasy to then solve. Personally I even did it by mistake it's that easy so the whole of the past gets a severre reprimand for thinking o many sinful thoughts. That's also a conscious decision to choose about what to be thinking.
The thing about economics that everyone I learning and implementing is just boys club idea that was not even working even one time in the past and is it so hard to do a computer simulation of an economy and find how to fix it on aa steady course. No one thinks about it because they're all too broken in the brain to even admitt to each other that they don't understand what thy've been learning at Eton which I aan entirely different story to working class education which is actually of a higher calibre. Think about Margaret Thtcher and what she did achieve coming from a grocers daughter. Whereas Boris Johnson destroys the UK and gets voted in because he lies to an ifdiot population. Idiocy is also a choice to indeed be reprimanded because learning tools are readily available online and watching a documentarry is even entertaining so an informed population actually needs to exist for democracy to be working The people knowing only about war who come from Eton do all the votign and obviously can only think a war kind of thought. Get curious get out there, even magic exissts. Wicca is a growing population and I am learning magick online from the corners of society. Why was it banned? Jealousy in fact by the church because wiccans can cast a good luck spell whereas christians suffer like Christ. Christ is also not an example to be living just a book to be reading, read a book written by God instead because Jesus died daged 31 so who knows anything by then of that magnitude. He was just a basic activist in modern day parlance. We as a population can make a list of questions to ask God and he angels (forgotten about deities) who are the real ways to indeed know and then we have a real bible to indeed be reading instead of suffering poppulation control. Aliens find us too backwards thinking to be invited to the galactic alliance so get your act together and do some self-education.
The thing about economics is that the rat race is flawed, what is the heart attack burnout rate except increasing while the bibmbo population get plastic surgery and body mods that make them a lot less human. So now I am forced to be a preacher this way around owing to lack of thinking before aacting being thhe case on the planet. We are failing as a species. Why do we build so many nukes unless it's a species in suicide drive because of all the suffering we do to each other that increases with intergenerational trauma as more trauma gets added in. Get some therpay and have your thinking challenged and take control of your brain as a thinking muscle. What is a legend but a story based on some kind of fact. That's never even been explored. We're all too busy complaining about politics et no one wants to run for governor so put your money where your mouth is and find yourself bankrupt ergo change your thinking and way of indeed being to have some self control.
Society at large and in general has always been moderately pleasant only to he people at the top. Did no one notice or care that the beneath people get trampled on? It's not possible to liberate themselves in a maybe manner because the police force is always the white man, being the biggest problem ever told. The white man had such a huge ego after choosing to eatt thaat apple that he made all the decisions including whipping for tardy piling and what does that be meaning except that kindness brings about quicker stacking, injury slows someone down. So even the treatment of the slaves makkes no sense. The only conclusion is that the white man, who di indeed start te first war, had a brain disease as yet unnamed except for ego power trip evil way around. What civilistion was not built on slaves is the ccurrent one except everyone is chained to a desk. Even all the way up. So in their mania they were indeed free and very excitable about an anything thogught like put a daisy in your hair so manybe the mania caused such a distraction that the white man brain disease went away but it lingers in society as a pandmemci of bias yet to be resolved. This universal system started out glorious indeed and is no a burning trash heap until I said nuking is stupid because you're going to get nuked back in return. People could not even think that kind of thought because everyone had a brain disease as a coomlpletely failing society. The lower down have impossible rules the higher up have impossible rules and the only way to be well regarded is to be born wealthy and get filled with plastic while starting a multinational compnay. It's insanity on the planet for a real long time now that just has to end. Getting over anything whatsoever is easy to achieve. It's so frustrating because good people were suffering in the mortal realm with torture andd gaslighting being common place inventions while nice idea like increasing the happiness index has still yet to occur. And on top of that we all make our own decision so it's yourselves who are to blame. I am spekaing mostly to the past because the future is looking bright indeedly at some eventual point we must achieve utopia. In the mean time I refuse to participate in the nce looking instagram game because it causes anxiety and suicide when people pretend to be perfection but are grappling inside in the competitiontto be seeming perfect. Hippies have the right idea, on the outkirts exxist many populations living well indeedly like the orthodox jews. Yet thy are scathed by the main stream for being strange indeedly menaing just against the norm. But the norm is the brainwash unfulfilling empty existence tha we all tolerate and bear thinking ourselves briliant for owning a fast car anfd an airfryer whereas a nun living in poverty has a deep indeedsmile on her faceevery single day.
God's opinion
The reason that the Messiah did it all by mistake is that it cannot be a known effect as stemming from oneself so this article comes after an explanation of the effect of her existence but she raises a good point.
The way of being being known is anything like an energy or aa driver forward through a life trajectory whereas being a way thatis not known leads to staagnation or reversal of a life direction. The other related idea is being an anyone which is a higher mode of being than simply being because it involves having recognisable traits that emergge from the ptocess of becomng thatEarth is designed to bring about. The next upward level of being is being a someone wherein traits are known in any community or even the family realmto such a degree that even special treatment emerges.
Anything and annyone exists at some point because it is still the creation phase of eternity. Quantum bubbles actually create nothing something out of nothing all the time.
Metathought
If anything is a non nothing then it all goes away as a problem because it s existing. If it indeed a nothing it is a problem because it is thought to be existing. Knowing anything altogether is a feeble minds idea whereas grasping th e intangible is like rock climbing.
Going from a to z is not sufficient it neeeds to be reasoned all the way out ad infinitum to kow If the starting point leads to a good conclusion.