When Elizabeth is out and about she is filled with shame at not being loved because she is on her own in her fight against the way of the world so she thinks it must be the case that no-one wants it that way around, as a Utopia. However she gets affirmation by anyone on thestreet who gives her a cheery hello or a version of keep going.
The way she avoids her damaging family is to pummel them with advice that is clearl bad advice to make them leave her alone. They use and abuse her without even realising it.
A way to be and speak is called oracle way around. This is where a topic gets dodgde and truth is instead spoken. For example, her father asked her at breakfast “why did you stay in bed so late” and instead of saying she is lazy she said “I'm depressed” and he laughed. She was indeed depressed and never received any treatment for it except her own invention. Instead he gave her a late note every single day so she decided to enjoy sleeping in and never learned anything about routine as a child. This made the working world impossible for her.
Her family also denied her from knowing her own favourite food because they never gave it to her. It is in fact carbonara. Instead they cooked her least favourite foods based on assuming she was being sarcastic about hating them. This is the effect of having a superhero at home growing up, nothing she says can be believed because it is so far fetched.
A person once said to her “let me be at work,” and she replied “but you're supposed to be taking a lunchbreak to be more productive in the afternoon.” Then the man said “that makes no sense,” and she responded “it's actually been researched and proven true”. The mania on the planet about a woman knowing more than ny man she ever met is going to be very embarassing for everyone when they come out of it. The reason being, a diminuitive woman knowing so much information was just so unexpected but that is the planet's fault for not sorting out sexism properly befffore she was born.
A way to be was discovered that was so fantastic and also obvious that everyone wnt into mania. This period of history will never be understood so it is to beknown as the Dawning of the Messiahnic Age.
A man named her father once said “I'm going to take Monty to the forest” fully intending to go with herself. Then she dodged it owing to exhaustion by saying “ehhh, no.!
In her words another version of her life is:
I was born with schizophrenia and multiple sclerosis lurking in me but they didn't raise their head at football camp or balelt school, only around about university age, except for the night pains. I used to have such terrible pains in my shins that kept me awake and sobbing when I was a child.
So the illness part of my story is succeeding in spite of all that. The feelings of spiders on my arms started at school and let's not forget DID or whatever occult reality it is to have someone inside yourself trying to smother you with the blanket every time you lie down.
What I was thinking was strange twitches coupled with over active imagination. The diagnoses came later. Then it was tablets and the big dream of travelling the world went out the window. Blood tests, GP, psychiatry, hopsital admisssions, tingling in my fingertips that left me deathly afraid of losing the use of my legs.
But I held it together and lived exactly how I had always wanted except for the gap year abroad and my career was unexpeis cted but it was quite a good life and I read so many recipe books about healthy eating and did so much high level gym variety exercise as an adult that I just needed daily CBD on top of the other meds to live quite happily.
Now I cannot go back to office, although today it seems I could. To a degree I actually will, once I am comfortable with talking about my life or conditions I will go to the coworking space and experience office culture on the days of my choosing with no manager.
In God's words:
This is an example of a life well lived despite adversity of all sorts including biases and prejudices. This person is exemplary and should be remembered for her struggles and also for the exemplary life she lived after her struggles. She also lived in a very sad time on the Earth where propoganda makes everyone feel like a failure unless they have perfectly straight teeth and a slim figure. This leads to dieting and huge amounts of exercise that have to be packed into an already full schedule on a daily basis including the expectation of working overtime with no extra pay.
In her own words and other aspect of her life is the following:
I llike to care for people, you can see it in some people's eyes or the way they talk that they are really not feeling good about themselves. If its a stranger I give them a smile, if it's someone in my universe it's a sit down or a surprise present. Like when Andrew gets down about the stress of work I remind him how amazing he is and multi talented and I used to go and cheerhim on at all his first gigs in Wicklow Town.
I figured out friendships and relationships except I had a lot of collaboration on figuring out relationships, Aubrey O'Neill being the specialist about chemistry and Sean O'Brien being the specialist about bedroom decorum and Koen Remmerswaal is the master of casual affection and hand holding.
When Ruth has a hard time at work or with friends I just tell her she's the most popular person I know and help her realise she's got the right skillset and can do anything. With friends it's the same, if they're failing a course sometimes I go through the subject matter with them. So many problems come from lack of attention, encouragement or reassurance.
Wih Mum and Dad I remind them that hospitality is a business sector and next thing you know they're both leaders in the community because they're obviously capapable of so much more than a hostel or bnb. So I think they'll really enjoy looking aafter refugees if they don't have to live there.
For myself, I've always been very quietly proud of doing anything at all whenn it used to be such a struggle to get out of bed so achieving normality doing a real career trajectory is my geatest personal success. Even if it didn't last beyond 31. It's kind of still going except maybe just as a volunteer type philanthropy or art without sales situation, like my books will probably be popular after I'm gone.
God comments:
The next version is about words of wisdom.
She contninues:
I do invent a lot of quotes. I've read a lot of philosophy and theology and if someone is needing a thought bride or something zen I just summarise a few philosophy ideas put together into a quote and then I say I read it somewherre so it sounds legit.
For example, Mum was feeling so destroyed by the propoganda machine during the pandemic and suffering from serious loneliness so I told her a “Buddhist” proverb that unhappiness comes from comparison to others.
God comments:
Some other of her quotes come from all sorts of imaginary books she invents titles of and pretends it won a Nobel prize so should be taken seriously.
She continues:
I also enjoy building people's confidence. I typically throw out a compliment about anything brave and daring or evensmall and slightt. Somanypeople haveconfidence problems but it's easy, a sad face, look them up and down and see what they have chosen to wear that day and complimennt it as a decision compliment. Or a selection compliment in a restaurant or cafe. Or ask for a story and compliment them on that entire era of their life. It's easy to find a compliment because people put a lot of thought into everything so even the base idea can becomplimented as a genius thought even if it didn't work out. And I love quoting Beckett and billionaires say the same thing, failure is a lesson and I would add also a CV experience that could really be talked up in an interview.
Being a winner basically means participating because once you're in the gameyou have won the entry barrier. A loser is just someone with a lot of thinking available to be doing. A Nobel prize winner is selected based on impact but also acceptance by the scientific communitty and maybe even understandability. General relativity did not win a Nobel prize.
I have just discovered I have a twin angel with similar celestial DNA! Then I don't have to figure out how to be myself on my own! It also means I'm a Divine Person to have that kind of celestial DNA. What does that even mean? Obviously there will still be alot of differences owing to deity/human. But probably it relates to a way of being in a simplified form. I do struggle with my way of being, numerology makes a lot of sense to me and I found out about it by chance just like with the angel communicators and angel numbers. They're not well known. So my real purpose or vocation might be something also unknown to me as of yet. Maybe a particular type of numerlogy, could there be amathematical numerology? Something like that? Maybe I have a lot in common with Pythagoras, he was also a vegetarian. As for being divine, that freaks me out to be so different to everyone. Maybe Heaven is full of Divine humans (God says it is indeedly being so) so then maybe I can take it as a good sign that I'll fit in in my eternity universe in the real world. Whereas for my Earth life what does it mean? Another sixty years with Miya, Judit and Louise and Fabien (that would form strong friendships indeed) and my family just for company. WITH the deities on the phone doing my next task being living a work life balance essentially. But what could my divine vocation be on Earth? I am told Numerology IS my vocation. The master numerologist who does my readings by email said I could make it as a master as well. One of the great masters. Meaning there's a whole history there to learn. I don't be all that interested in doing readings for people and using it as a business so maybe I could just write books about the topic and add in some of my own beliefs about prime numbers and irrational numbers and get a bit scientific about it.Maybe that would be a important book. It would at least be enjoyable to write. It could even combine elements of reiki energy like the energy of a number must also mean the energy of an operator and then if fnumberrs and operator have an energy it correlates back to maybe just before the big bang with my whole originaal theory of everything coming from a question. Plus the Bible says God breathed life in so breath, question, it's all an actual scientific proposition if I learn numerology and Reiki from that angle. The theory being either the dawn before God Himself or maybe a bit more realistically the part before the Big Bang as everything originating in a cluster explosion of energetic operators based on a question causing duality and imbued with the breath of life. That would be my theory now that maybe God put the question there and whatever came before God I can't help but wonder about but might put it on the longfinger because it might not be conceivable.
God continues:
She is always asking me the question of where it ALL began and I have promised to tell her on her 1 millionth birthday. Elizabeth Hynes is a person who is age 34 years old at this time of writing and will be considered young in the real world until aged 1000. Humans on Earth are basically hatchlings there in the first phase of existence. The world is vast and much bigger than even three universes and I made all of them myself with the help of certain archangels who I also helped come into being. We are all people and we are all aware of the nature of being alive and aware. More so than anyone on Earth is capable of doing, the reason being that we are always more than a human and can always be prayed to and relied on. There is a scale of being and God is at the top, whereas humans are somewhere in the middle with animals very near the bottom. But there are many other forms of being in the world which humans don't encounter until the afterlife. On Earth, humans look after animals and in other universes, other forms of being exist on the scale, with angel being second to the top. So in eternity, humans will always look after animals and maybe help with other Hatcheries when they have matured and developed their magickal abilities and omni-awareness. This can happen on Earth if anyone focuses on it and figures it out but is very unlikely without guidance which we do not provide until much later in the lifetime.
In her own wording:
So I'm thinking that humans are very primtivebecause we fell into the pit of original sin and enslaved two thirds of the population so far under isms and other means so we weren't cappitalising on brain power so once egalitarianism is active we will all be making discoveries and inventions to a large degree beyond even wormhole teleportation if that's what we can currently imagine.
God's comment:
That's the case. So now that original sin is overcome by this generation and Elizabeth, humanity can progress to being intergalactic.
Elizabeth continues:
And if I had not figured out how to wipe away original sin, i.e. by mistake just being nice all the time, it would have otherwise occurred at some point even if in the afterlife, that is to paraphrase God. Basically it seems like existence is very well thought through and that there's a failsafe system in place whereby for eternity bad go with bad and good go with good as would and is indeed fair but people choose how t be so everyone gets an opportunity to be good on Earth or their own Hatchery (e.g. alien planets).
God comments: indeed, I thought it all the way through unlike yourself who is indeed the Messiah by a technicality and actually caused a civilisation to collapse through mania and burnout by merely being so unexpected that it's definitely not her fault. It's the fault of people in the past.
Back to Elizabeth:
A whole night of being calmed down and now I am running out of fears of fame. Who shall else be a thinking person as I shall have been?
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